Thank you to everyone who took the time to read my last blog and another thank you to everyone who left a comment.
I wish I could say my feelings have changed. Most of the time when I go off on one like that the next day I’m fine again and back to daily life. This time though my feelings haven’t changed. I’m trying to fight through for the sake of my family…I don’t want my mood to effect them. Which I know it does. Feels like I’m forever snapping and shouting for no reason at all. It’s killing me so much yeah I can’t seem to stop.
I have nothing to contribute to the world. I have no great talents, I don’t work, I feel like the biggest hindrance 24/7. Is their anyway to get these thoughts to stop? Maybe I don’t deserve for them to stop, that’s why they’re always here.
Fed up, pissed off, trapped and don’t see anyway out….